musings ni Maila =)
##========================##so beautiful, so light
so fleeting, quick to flight...
long in comin', short in goin'
you see today, tomorrow is gone...
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as i was browsing thru the emails looking for Pio's pictures to post in the blog, i came across an email he sent to me 2yrs ago. it was during the time that i had the chickenpox in Japan. he told me to take care of myself since he wasn't there to take care of me. eat lot of vegetables(i'm not so fond of them ;)) and if that doesn't do the trick, eat lot of fruits...it was very sweet and at the same time i miss him so much that i feel like crying. today is his 2nd death anniversary. it wasn't so painful as it was a year ago but still i wish that he were here. i sometimes think that i won't be able to find someone like him that would love me more than he love his own self. i still think about him sometimes and i do like to remember the good things that we had. it's too depressing if i think about him everyday and not think of what would have happened if he were alive today. i called my mother a while ago to ask if she's already at the park to visit him. his family are also there. more like a get together and just reminiscing the past. we all miss him but we must go on. perhaps when i get home to Bacolod next week, i'll visit him alone this time in the park and just talk to him. hopefully he's listening...hehehe...hopefully, someday soon i'll be able to find someone to love me and i'll love in return. i miss the feeling of being in love...lol... =)
at this point of my life, i can say that i have done everything that i want to do. i been on my own without any man by my side for the last 2years and i'm happy. may it be so that THE ONE will come into my life later on, i will be forever thankful. but for now, i'm satisfied and happy as to what is currently happening to me. my job offer to Japan is going along nicely. i'm studying japanese for my easy way into the japanese community. it's not an easy language but i can do this. i have to do this!!!career is my priority for now. lovelife will come in later. hehehe... i'm so excited right now that i feel like i'm floating. like i'm not real hopefully this never ends.hopefully my job offer will push through. hopefully this month or early next month i will be able to receive my COE.hopefully soon...=)
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